Roger’s World

Snip, snip
Went the shears
As he bent over each blade
That dared to stretch
Across concrete footpaths

Meticulous
Focused
Flexible
He was a constant

In the Fall
The great cattle roundup
Beef replaced
By golden red foliole
Lovingly collected
In giant black plastic cans
Placed strategically
Across the lawn

And under the dog day sun
Sailing
From the edge of his world
And back again
He would leave a wake
Of congruent uniformity
The green carpet
That welcomed all

Among the Victorian, Moorish
And Hollywood Bungalows
The red brick Georgian
Was a prize
But in his yard
The nod to four kings
Took second stage
Huddled closely for warmth
Hill’s Angels assembled
Every year

Roger’s entire world

Keeping watch through the season
With names like Devin, Kyle and Abigail
They stood merrily
Silent carols
Seeming to hang in the breezes
While backdropped
By festive colors
That wrapped themselves
Around the manor

But one year
The brilliance
Running the length of the eaves
Was absent
And the Angels
No longer emassed
With Faces frozen
In festive chorus
Now
Replaced by dark windows
Loneliness

When spring arrived
The blades
Found new freedom
As they crept
Over curbs and cobblestones
His world was crumbling
The slow rearranging
Undoing
Of the space
That exists between
One second and the next

The linear narrative
That fast tracks us all
Into the otherworld
Had captured him

Under the canopy of falling leaves
He existed
Building families of angels
Cutting blades of grass
And hand laying red bricks
For only a few brief seasons
Creating this sanctuary

Now from a car
Emerging with assistance
Slowly
Tennis balls dulled the click
Of his disability
Placing
Deliberate, pensive steps
Leading to the entrance
Of his world
The man who was king
Now a bag of ruins

Every Breath She Takes

My house breathes
It never stops moving
Furniture skate
From one side of the room
To the other
On smooth stone tile

Every breath she takes
Inhaling
Pulling in dust
That settles across mantles
And knick knacks

She moves in the quiet night
Like an old man
Getting out of his rocker
Every joint cracking
As they release
From their locked settings

Litter boxes
Quickly fill
Catch 22’s
Abound
As dishes touch lips
Sponges
Then lips again

It is never dormant
Always aging

It is a world in which
Nature quickly snatches back
Replacing
Pristine organization
With a steady decay

And I am the caretaker
Tending to the breathing